PLT rulez!

Today Im fighting with myself
I wanna win a better mindset
dont wanna put my life away into shelf
Sometimes we need some help
to overcome fears and anger
I love to see the strangers
whats on my mind though
what cant I show
nothing should be hidden
all what we have must be given
in order for us to be free
we are branches of the same tree
one big family
even today I felt sooooo awfully
if I can express it I lived this day fully
I wanna make someone happy
am i able to do it
im the only one of my sort shouldn't forget it
where is my spirit where did it go
in this mistaken world it started to blow
away with my sadness I gonna get rid of stress
stop this regress we gotta progress
cos we are humans and more God's children
And when we unite we gonna chill out then
I see politics with different optics
not pink nor black ones
we must care more for others
in Sudan, Afganistan, Iraq and all over the world
there must be peace instead of sword
but how can we cease the fire and make our enemies to do the same
We should start ourselves, there gonna be always someone to blame
I can feel the flame sometimes I go insane cos I have too much pain
to gain joy but its up to me to enjoy even the moment I see a teardrop
how could I just stop
to believe don't wanna decieve
my God
where is my sod
I gotta change the mode
of my existance and bring back the fragrance
of those days when I had sun in my soul
and didnt loose control over my body
and mind I gotta love people of any kind
where is the lost love i couldnt find
I cant be so much blind
I see many lovely people
I cannot ignore you without sequel
we are equal in what we feel
I dont wanna steal the wheel
from the chariot
I've never been a patriot
but I gotta stop my own riot
even im tired my heart is barb-wired
still I gonna brake those barriers
my highest goal will never be carrier
I still have my love somewhere hidden
And there is my paradise the Eden

this is my first poetry on this blog even i wanted to write about politics and culture I started with creating art myself